Happiness is key

Bless in the name of the Lord, may love be on it's way to me. For I shall not ask for much, just happiness with the ones I love this christmas.

I may not have been a good girl dear santa, but everyone do deserve a chance. So for love, I hope i get mine, to to find happiness once more.

Once again, I shall say, I don't ask for much this christmas, just to be happy with the ones I love - God, family, friends & Nicholas Young,

Bless me, bless all. Happy Merry Christmas Eve.


xoxo.

Daddy God,
I wish for nothing much this year, just a little more happiness in my life dear Lord. I promise to be good, i promise to be me. The year is coming to an end, and this time i wish for it to be the best. Smiles & laughter and if there is to be tears, let it be tears of joy oh Lord. Amen.

Long But Worthy

Finally ended a super long day with nick (: Haha, thank God he has finally come to a stop from travelling anywhere to do some missionary work. Now he's all mine till the rest of my holiday ends.

It's been a super long day today & i'm super exhausted. Slept at bloody 5am for no apparent reason. Usually this happens only when i'm effing excited about something, but i don't know what was so exciting that i couldn't sleep! So guess what i do the entire night? I freaking stared at winnie while she's sleeping like a pig. And finally fell asleep but woke up late to meet nick cause stupid winnie forgotten to wake me up, need to bitch slap her x100.

Rushed like a pig and left the house to cab over to nick's place. Thank God he wasn't awake when i got the so i passed! Not counted as late! YAY! But tired as ever, not enough sleep + hungry like pig = super grumpy me. But i manage to hide my grumpiness and moodswing (:

Then arcade with nick & zhiyong. Then training with baby. Played with cordelia and laughed like mad girl. Well, that pretty much led me to feeling so piggy now. Feel like dying on my bed.

One thing for sure is, I'll definitely sleep before winnie does today. No doubt. TOO TIRED.

Okay, gonna catch cars 2 with winnie on skype now & sleep halfway through, xoxo.

No Regrets

It has been a long long time since i last updated my blog! So i guess it's time to revive the blog. Do a little editting to my background of the blog and start trying and remembering to post everyday if possible.

Well, lately i've been taking off a lot of my time doing covers. I did my first mash up too! Did it together with my childhood buddy, Winnie. Spent a lot of time doing just two cover. And since christmas is coming soon, i'm going to flood my facebook page & blog with all my new christmas cover.

Ohmygosh, one year has passed by so fast. And i must say, it has been one hella tough year but I'm always looking for a good year in future (: Last year christmas eve was hell, so i'm going to enjoy myself this year!

Been very close with daddy God lately, talking to Him almost everyday. Sometimes i feel a sense of relief while talking to Him. Not trying to pshyco anyone into believing in my beliefs but i used to be so obsessed with the fact that I must have that someone in my life.

But talking to Him, changes everything. Right now, i just want the person I love to be happy. Even if someone gives up on me, I want to know that i've tried my best and gave everything I could. For once in my life, i wish to live my life with no regrets.

So right now, this is how i'm going to live my life.

P.S./ And i miss Nicholas very much! Worst, i'm sick & i can't go out much anymore. Just when christmas is about to arrive i fall sick. What a killer! :'(

xoxo.

Incomparable

Such patience, such generosity, she's nothing like her. She wishes she could be better everyday, but she could never be like her. She looks at her and used two words to describe her, "perfect lover" wondering, why he let her go for someone like her. He has the choice to choose between someone nobody wants and someone that everyone wished for. And she wonders why he picked her? She could only try and keep trying to be her but never able to achieve it. Torturing herself thinking she was a lousy lover because she was not able to compare to her.

Wish You Were Never Born

I never hated someone so much for so bloody long. Seriously, this guy here is fucked up.

Which loser shoots girls till blue black? Well he does. I wish he died. He thinks that he is so POPULAR just because he hangs with the cool kids. Spouting vulgarities like nobody business. Coming in class thinking he's the boss.

Don't anyhow throw thing, not happy? Stay home, nobody owes you a shitty living. Test my patience more, i confirm give you one rabak. I mean what I'm saying right now. Don't hit my limit. I tolerated your bullshit long enough.

Just Another Day.

School is boring as hell. Really hate coming to school. Ugh! It's only like the second week of school i'm already dreading to leave my bed and come. I have no idea why i'm so tired. Stoned the whole journey to school.

I dont really have anything to write, im just trying to keep the blog alive. Sighs, bored as hell. Introduction of communication = another shitty & boring day.

Okay, shutting up now. Too tired to type anything.

Boredem strikes.

Currently rotting in class. Today super uber slack eh. Dave & I like clueless of what to do today so we like worthless pieces of crap now. Ohmygosh, not on form lately eh. No feel for school. I miss my E26N sweeties. Use to entertain ourselves with all sorts of nonsense.

Was reminded of Lorraine's incident of going inside wrong class and laughed like mad yesterday. Need to maintain! *flashback* She went into the wrong class and turned on the light for them. End up, she realised she walked in to the wrong class so she went out. BUT the funny part is she went back in and on the light for them again! Joker.

Then when I was in the lift with JingWen, i remembered how we used to roared when the lift door opens ignorant of who is outside. And how we always press the wrong button. Something about the level four is so lovable that we would always press by accident.

Haha, I miss that sweet class that I used to have. Though it's a different class now, I do hope we bond too. With a class full of entertaining people, it should be fun ba (:

Alrights that's about it! Shall go back to rotting before my facilitator comes back into class. Shall just rot or camwhore even more. Lol, signing off!!!!