Happiness is key

Bless in the name of the Lord, may love be on it's way to me. For I shall not ask for much, just happiness with the ones I love this christmas.

I may not have been a good girl dear santa, but everyone do deserve a chance. So for love, I hope i get mine, to to find happiness once more.

Once again, I shall say, I don't ask for much this christmas, just to be happy with the ones I love - God, family, friends & Nicholas Young,

Bless me, bless all. Happy Merry Christmas Eve.


xoxo.

Daddy God,
I wish for nothing much this year, just a little more happiness in my life dear Lord. I promise to be good, i promise to be me. The year is coming to an end, and this time i wish for it to be the best. Smiles & laughter and if there is to be tears, let it be tears of joy oh Lord. Amen.

Long But Worthy

Finally ended a super long day with nick (: Haha, thank God he has finally come to a stop from travelling anywhere to do some missionary work. Now he's all mine till the rest of my holiday ends.

It's been a super long day today & i'm super exhausted. Slept at bloody 5am for no apparent reason. Usually this happens only when i'm effing excited about something, but i don't know what was so exciting that i couldn't sleep! So guess what i do the entire night? I freaking stared at winnie while she's sleeping like a pig. And finally fell asleep but woke up late to meet nick cause stupid winnie forgotten to wake me up, need to bitch slap her x100.

Rushed like a pig and left the house to cab over to nick's place. Thank God he wasn't awake when i got the so i passed! Not counted as late! YAY! But tired as ever, not enough sleep + hungry like pig = super grumpy me. But i manage to hide my grumpiness and moodswing (:

Then arcade with nick & zhiyong. Then training with baby. Played with cordelia and laughed like mad girl. Well, that pretty much led me to feeling so piggy now. Feel like dying on my bed.

One thing for sure is, I'll definitely sleep before winnie does today. No doubt. TOO TIRED.

Okay, gonna catch cars 2 with winnie on skype now & sleep halfway through, xoxo.

No Regrets

It has been a long long time since i last updated my blog! So i guess it's time to revive the blog. Do a little editting to my background of the blog and start trying and remembering to post everyday if possible.

Well, lately i've been taking off a lot of my time doing covers. I did my first mash up too! Did it together with my childhood buddy, Winnie. Spent a lot of time doing just two cover. And since christmas is coming soon, i'm going to flood my facebook page & blog with all my new christmas cover.

Ohmygosh, one year has passed by so fast. And i must say, it has been one hella tough year but I'm always looking for a good year in future (: Last year christmas eve was hell, so i'm going to enjoy myself this year!

Been very close with daddy God lately, talking to Him almost everyday. Sometimes i feel a sense of relief while talking to Him. Not trying to pshyco anyone into believing in my beliefs but i used to be so obsessed with the fact that I must have that someone in my life.

But talking to Him, changes everything. Right now, i just want the person I love to be happy. Even if someone gives up on me, I want to know that i've tried my best and gave everything I could. For once in my life, i wish to live my life with no regrets.

So right now, this is how i'm going to live my life.

P.S./ And i miss Nicholas very much! Worst, i'm sick & i can't go out much anymore. Just when christmas is about to arrive i fall sick. What a killer! :'(

xoxo.